Sometimes I break down when  I realize
That most of my life has left me traumatized
Never could accept the way I was created
Only wishing that one day, my presence starts fading

Sometimes I break down when I see
The person I’m supposed to be
But held back by fear & self doubt
I remain that forbidden soul lost within the cloud

Sometimes I break down from false happiness & lying
How I struggle from crying
Knowing that the pain is overwhelming but I carry the weight
Of being the one to hold it all together but at the end of the day
who’s gonna be the one to stop me from feeling this way

P e n c a s ******>