Today
As I opened my eyes
I realized my body was aching
I felt empty
Like there was a hole through my chest
I could feel the air passing through
Then
I remember all the empty words
That came out from your mouth
You gave me all the warnings
But I never cared to acknowledge
Everything coming out from you
Sounded so angelic
You took me to heaven
With every "Hello"
It is surprising
That you pushed me away
Though who am I kidding
It is my fault for being so naive
I should've not let you gaze
Through the pages of
The book I'm still writting
Regret is not for me
But if there's something I do regret
Is not taking things slower
Not reading the signs better
I felt blessed with every second of your presence
Now i feel cursed with every second of your absence
I am so thankful
For the attention
That you gave me
To me
It meant everything
To me
It was real.