When I die, bury me under a tree, large and spreading, so that I may give again to life and be a home for breezes and whatever birds may please to make their home there. Then climb the battlements of my old and crumbling castle in the air and appreciate the spectacle of a speck against infinity.
Go to my oak desk and burn all love letters, pure and singing though they are. Let others learn love for themselves, as I did.Β Β It is best.
Then celebrate, inebriate. Divide up my possessions and sell a few to buy fireworks that burn brilliantly and fast. Raid my cellar, eat, drink, make merry and enjoy, for tomorrow is unknown.
And when the revelers stagger home, remember only that I loved incandescently and enjoyed. Yes, there were futile crusades, furious fusillades and wild charges against the windmills, but I did love. Yes, desperately. That's all.
So goodbye, my friends. Don't grieve. Please believe that the gift of love and this scatter of words is all I want to leave behind. See - they flutter from that great tree that stands against the blustering sky out there, beyond the mist, along the pathway to forever.