calm and collect my thoughts ethereal smoke twists upwards indecipherable spirals winding their way towards the moon temporary existence fleeting memories my fingers grasp and hold nothing a silly gesture - acted out more so in a symbolic way the ticking clock provides a backdrop to this satisfied silence as i take stock of my body and file away the sensation of skin on skin and desperate moans for more a midnight tryst held close to my heart that's beating its way out of my body and finding its way into yours with limited time to live this life embrace it head on and hold me close tell this dream to last forever for a moment this special made real could only be a fragment of a sleeping mind i never want to wake up if time were to stop i'd be happy knowing that this finite strand of fine gold thread held high by fate was made to last more than the thin tendril of white sighed out - brushed past my lips and into yours