There's something of a haze out there even in the cold air, and through the wind. It settles in the Midwest, as if mountains should be towering above. But there are none. Littering the sidewalks are these piles of leaves smelling of old must, and trailing on boot soles. Naked trees. Sights so forlorn and unknown to me before, singular and close like the wet smack of feet on the ground when someone close to me trips. When I trip. Slogging through Fall like nothing at all.