Past memories inflicting pain.
What more do I have to gain.
Living a life of lies indulging sin.
Waving off all friends and kin.

Living life reclusive in fear.
cant see anyone nor hear.
Buried under a fortress of gloom.
Looking out a window of doom.

Indecisive of my future path.
All consuming grave and wrath.
So alone no outlook of tomorrow.
Sulking in my own pain and sorrow.

Remembering past to hard to bare.
How much more ware and tear?
Days go by as I await the night.
Patiently waiting for no sunlight.


A.Emmi 05/20/18