It's the chill around me when your bodies are close It's the silence right by me when you're chattering away It creeps up on me when the room is busy It's the lack of text when I'm walking home alone It's the empty hand when yours are held tight It causes jealousy I don't want to have It's the cold side on the bed when I'm sleeping It's the stare into a full restaurant at night It makes you feel the odd one out It's the misplaced eye contact when you give that look It's the time working when you're just hanging out It lingers in the background of my mind But I keep it quiet, only here I confess to the bitter taste of loneliness