is he worth it?
I barely know him
and yet...
no what am I thinking
my hearts just too damaged
it's been ripped out
torn apart and crushed
and by the same guys
so many times
and they're still too much part of my life
I can't just walk away
I tried so hard
I built an artillery around my heart
yet somehow
he still poked his head in
maybe I'm just a fool
but he seems so nice
sweet in a goofy way and so safe
he feels different from the others
and yet... so similar
they weren't always monsters
they seemed sweet
safe...
I was such a fool!
I believed they were kind
I believed I could trust them
I believed they liked me too
I gave them my heart
and watched as they destroyed it
they made me feel so helpless
convincing me it was love
and how can you fight love?
I know now it wasn't love
but what if he does the same
could my heart take it?
maybe he'll be different
but should i risk it
after everything
my heart is so fragile
I just want to believe I'm still strong
prove I can have a good guy
to myself
to those who hurt me
yet I have to wonder
maybe I'm just to hopeless
I should just do away with my useless heart
save myself the pain
is love worth it?