in this city of wonder i feel lost and with somber
feelings of home i ran away from the load
on my back i held on to the feelings i lack
the strength to commit to this life i’m attached
the raindrops on my scalp represent the tears of relapse

so baby wont you hold and don’t dare you let go
i want to behold the love in my core

this blood from my nose and the white i endorse
the liquor i pour turned to pain that adores
the broken organs that play a tune deep inside of me
i beg you to stay but you don’t think of this world
i want you to leave but you don’t walk out this door
the paper that burns in my lips should be yours
i want you to stay so baby don’t you go
i’m yelling to the stars, i’m screaming at the sky
if my tears were blood red i’d bleed out and die
but baby don’t you go and don’t you dare lie
to my face i’m scarred from the light
of your eyes that shine so bright in the night

so baby wont you hold and don’t dare you let go
i want to behold the love in my core

in this city of wonder i feel lost and with somber
feelings of home i ran away from the load
on my back i held on to the feelings i lack
the strength to commit to this life i’m attached
the raindrops on my scalp represent the tears of relapse

so baby wont you hold and don’t dare you let go
i want to behold the love in my core
so baby wont you hold and don’t dare you let go
i want to behold the love in my core
so baby