over time, my garden has become desolate, and i told you that i feared for its demise, i told you that at night i would cry, as the petals from my flowers would fall, one by one, and you knew, you knew of the darkness that was consuming me, and i thought you were the light, i thought you were tending to my garden of loneliness, words acting like sunshine and rain, but you weren't, when i thought you were digging holes to plant seeds of love, adoration, and happiness, you were digging graves to bury the broken parts of yourself, you turned my garden into a graveyard and i still don't know why.