I refuse to sink But the water- It's calling out to me It sings my name To the rhythm of it's waves It begs me to come and play It begs me to go under Just this last time It tempts me to feel the water To cross that unforgiving line To tie anchors around my ankles And dive on in. In the water I see a reflection It's my past, my twin. She calls out to me She's playing a game I refuse to win. She's drowning now She's fading, being lifted away All that's left is the water Dancing, to it's haunted ballet.