your hands have been there for me , forming a shell of security since the day I was born your glance at my wellness has always been greater , you have always been a ray of hope, a biggest blessing which I would prefer to count twice , you are a spring all around without you , there is no bloom , there is no winter , there is no summer , to me. they must have done their does , and i may have let the poison bleed into me unknowing , but oh , mama I let out my love to you drip into poetry. hope I make you proud. hope chaos sees me like you did.