All those schemes You look forward to Becomes a bitter pill Swallowing is hard to Getting drunk to the waves Norms you suddenly Wanted to alter As yourself falters Pitting your soul To the lowest point of hell Demons are whispering Makes you wonder About the other side Murmurs and tears You all keep by yourself Will make its redemption Dimming the lights Knocking on the doors Waiting for the end Thirst you cannot quench In the middle of desert Inside your rotten boots You can plead to yourself Dying inside to the bones And still no one knows What tomorrow might bring No one knows When the ending is near And you fix yourself a drink Puff the smoke in the walls And the same walls Barricades your rationale Asking your self why Asking why you are buried alive Grasping and gasping Until the last breathe succumbs Ending the suffering With scattered biscuit crumbs And spills of coffee Staining your sheets When you call it quits.