i could only watch from silence hidden by my fear voiceless immature unknowing of my power and its quiet truth tender innocence contained within a fragile bud that was a lifetime ago when i allowed your ******* when i stood mute in farthest corner as if i watched a play with other actors depositing a memory of shame i reject that shame now as i see so clearly my sweetest pure heart my childish hope to know and be ushered into mysteries of promised woman ways set on fire and shoved aside i burned for far to long i am forgiven by my woman self i am pure in my heart and yes i do forgive the ignorance in myself and others and thus construct my peace this freedom