A face with a mask is a person with a deepest and tragic past. A face with a fake smile is a person who want to take a rest for a while. A face with love in the eyes is a person who knows how to try. A face with a mask, fake smile and love in the eyes is a person who live in a world full of lies.
I'm not alone yet I feel so lonely. I rather have a flying ability than this invisibility. I want to feel their love again whole heartedly, I want to be happy with them beffitingly.
I'm happy outside yet I feel the cold inside, The sun is setting yet winter have their love to ride. The icy wave of tears in my pillow became a wild tide, Drowning me in till I force myself to dive in.
So I wear the mask, the fake smile, and the love in my eyes. It's okay, I wear the mask so that they can't see me in pain. It's fine, I have a fake smile to make the pain disappear for a minute. Don't worry, I will never take the love from my eyes cause' it's my tie that holds them in my heart.
I wear them to bear the coldness in their eyes. I have them to make sure they will make a good lies. I'm not good with "I love you's" but I hate "good bye's". I don't have the strength to stop it but I'm doing it so I won't cry.
I don't want to leave with this unique and gloomy heart bruises. I don't want to gave another path with traces. I don't want to look in people's smiling yet fake faces. I will keep my mask so no one can give me another heartache.