The days go by and each hour gets worse. There’s very little pain but I still feel cursed. So much hate is filling up my heart. I tried to get better but I still fell apart. So where do I go in this orchestrated mess? There’s no good in my life, and very little in my chest. I just wish I could get away. But this problems are building up, it’s getting worse by the day. if I could get out of this town I might have more hope. But I’m drowning here, can anyone pass me a rope? But it seems that I have no one to trust. It took some time but I learned how to adjust. How do I figure out life and try to make the most of it? I’m trapped and I don’t know if it matters where I sit. Oh what I would give for this to all be just a bad dream. My life is disasteriously unraveling at the seams. And no one will ever care how loud I scream.