I'm stuck in the past
holding on tight, trying to make it last
cant let go. can't move. can't think.
my emotions never seeming to take the hint.
I'm supposed to realise now that you were never there, you never cared.
I can't get to that point, I've tried and I've tried.
but at one point in time you called me mine.
you said you loved me but at what cost?
I let myself care to much, I showed you every side of me that I could. I exposed myself, just like you knew I would.
why did I even bother? what makes you so great? you're just the boy who made my heart break.
Not once did I fake how I felt for you, I was everything you thought you wanted. I was honest and true but somehow you just didn't have a clue.
Not a clue what you could do to me. No idea of your effect, you're everywhere and no where at the same time. I just can't seem to get you out of my head.
I've cried and cried, I've shed enough tears for two.. while you're out there now, smiling like a buffoon, having the time of your life, moving away with the breeze. Yet here I sit. Waiting. Always waiting, hoping that one day the breeze blows you back my way.