I put my heart on a piece of paper and threw it into the ocean hoping that it would lead it further that my body could but waves and currents spat it back at me and told me to put it back in my chest with the damp piece of paper dripping in my hands I asked the ocean how it could be so cruel the waves retreated and left carved in sand that hearts were not meant to be led by a guide but rather they should carry our frail and lifeless bodies to more destinations than any ocean could