Christ I'm sweaty

My head hurts

**** I'm gonna throw up again

We drank way too much last night, as we have the last four

I remember you dancing on the table, a beer bottle held loosley in your hand, your hair flowing around your head and neck almost in slow motion

You had no rhythm even when you were sober

I was clumsy and loud and very drunk but I remember you beaming at me when I swept you off the table and took you to your room at the end of the hall

In there our sweatiness

the smell of liquor on our breath

our labored breathing

It all disappeared

It was just us, a bottle of Captain, and the infinite night

I woke up with a pounding headache and the taste of bile in my mouth

You were holding the empty bottle, snoring with your mouth open, your hair a disaster

I've never seen anything as beautiful

You get up and stumble to the bathroom and I hear you start to ***** so I go and hold your hair back and stroke your neck and tell you it's ok it's ok don't apologize it's ok

You're embarrassed of your messy hair and you're apologizing for puking and your makeup is running down your face and you're pale and sweaty and I'm so in love with you it's incredible

I clean you up and bring you back to bed and within minutes you're snoring again

You're a mess

But you're a ******* beautiful mess

A mess I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with

Our livers are ******

But our hearts are unbreakable