holding your hand is the only high i need holding you is better than the buttery french toast i missed out on last night the smell of maple and almost thirty voices of teenagers born from Hollywood, our skin sleek with after prom, i carved our initials in the table at dennys my heart heavy and pink with the feeling of being 17 and hurtling towards the end of everything, sitting in the backseat and glowing, holding you is the only drug i need, unicorn hooves and clenched teeth, fog machines and sweetness immeasurable, emily dickinson sitting in a diner at midnight, wishing she was in bed or somehow closer to you