Why am i not me?


This hair isn’t mine
These thoughts aren’t mine
This face
These eyes
Arms
Stomach
Hips

But these hands are mine
What they make are mine

But they don’t connect

Why?
Why am i not me?
I hate ‘me’ but it’s better than this
This?

What is this?
It’s not me.
I’m not even sure it’s human
Or alive

Why am i not me?
Why do i feel like a video game character?
Or someone from a movie?

Why can’t i just be me?

Who is ‘me’
Is ‘me’ better than this?
I don’t know

I don’t know


I DON’T KNOW