Clinging to the edge of sanity
I allow my anger to cradle me
Robbing me of the sun shine
but keeping the pain from
engulfing my mind
you have pushed me way too far

And you are my blood ...
At times I curse my veins
and I strain to maintain
Balance
but your nonsense out weighs
my patients

So badly I wish to leave you
but I am trapped in your web
Woven in scars
God ****** I do have heart!
Even when I dream of writing you off...