We’d spend ENDLESS hours sitting in your car, but with how amazing you were.. and how firmly you grabbed my heart.. those hours felt like very brief seconds.
Getting that “come outside” text from you at 3 am, I’d tip toe down my stairs and out my back porch door to rush out and go see you,
You always had that Amity Affliction CD I gave you bumping as I would open the door to your car and be greeted with a nice warm hug and a soft spoken voice that would always whisper in my ear “I missed you” as you would squeeze me tighter and tighter.
Every night.. we had no destination. Talking for hours and hours and my god.. how I loved the sound of your voice. How it comforted me during my times of deep distress.
These are the nights I would live for..
We would park on the side of a dirt road and lay on the hood of your car, with your head on my chest and we counted stars together as I would kiss your forehead and you would hold me a little tighter. Your scent is something I’ll always have imbedded in my mind and my heart.
The chemistry was irreplaceable but the time for “us” was never right.
You cross my mind every so often now as I sit on my porch with a half smoked raw cone. I wonder how you’re doing.. if who you’re with is treating you the way a princess deserves to be treated.. I’m not sad because it ended.. I find myself smiling because it happened.. thank you ❤️
-Sorrows