pink flowers blend with my toes, contrasting the gray like my lungs and my ceilings and your breath like black nail polish mangled in your wired beard trying not to puncture the glass balloon you shoved me in
cracked lips you used to mend never gently, but blissfully lie open, yearning, screaming my once yellow kisses burn blue with remembrance
I opened my eyes and you asked me to come to St. Louis and for a moment I thought this would work