I told you what I feel.
You ask me why I being like that.
You gave me reason to feel it.
But you just see how bad I am.
You cant accept I am not perfect.
I have feelings.
I open it to you but you refuse me.
Its break my heart.
You cant accept the way I am.
I told you in the first place that I am selfish and bad.
I thought you will understand me.
I just need your explanation and your assurances
Is that hard to do?
I just need your time and attention.
I cant figure out how busy you are.
Why I been stock with the feeling of hurt.
I can smile but when no one sees I cry.
I feel so down that make me cry a lot.
Please stop confusing your feeling to me.
Please say  if you dont love me anymore.

I do understand now, I should step aside away from you.
Im just new to you.
You make me feel so insecure about myself.
Im not important specially to you.
Your so bad.
Your so cold, colder than me.
Stiffer than me.
I know now that you can tolerate and neglect me.
I am sorry for me.