truth is behind this smile there's a river of sadness. truth is i used to feel like i had it all, now i dont have anything at all. truth is ive been all over the world and now that im home ive never felt more alone. truth is behind my laughter, theres something yelling to come out. truth is i question my purpose, maybe i lost it a long time ago. truth is when im with you, these feelings turn to dust and all that matters is how you feel.