I see a little girl
Torchered throughout her years

Frightened and scared
Trying to hide her tears

For what she went through was so terrible and wrong

She hides the pain inside
And tries to carry on

As she gets older she continues to re live her past

Over and over
how long can this last

She feels so much pain she can't control

She is dying inside the pain is swallowing her whole

She  feels the pain no matter how hard she tries

She covers up the hurt with her sad smile and lies

She feels so imploded with such horrors to hide

She's a ticking time bomb her soul is being fried

She's holding so much pain she has to release

She starts slashing with a razor she starts to feel some peace

The more pain she felt the deeper she would go

No one could help this girl from feeling so low

She tries to see happiness she gets a little glance

But her emotions explode she no longer feels she has a chance

She picks up a bottle to drain away  her past

Instead she drains the bottle she looses control so fast

She spins and she spirals the feeling of despair

The self hate the torcher it's too much to bare

She's wants an exit she wants a way out

To Stop this feeling  of being  worthless to stop all her dought

She wakes up in the hospital feeling hopeless ****** and bruised

she tries to make sense of what happened her mind so confused

She tries to have faith that she can overcome her past

But with every drunken attempt it could be her last.