I hate being called pretty girl.... that’s what he called me.... who is he my torture that left me with constant nightmares since the age of 3.... he would finger me he would play B.B. king and say dance for me he told me pretty girls wear red lipstick as he kneeled down on his knee scared and left abandoned she thought since her momma left her this was how it was supposed to be memories of little me since the age of 3......