the book has caught up to her lies
her eyes have been tired from faking
letting loose the tears that were held back

her heart spoke,
"can you still fake it?"
"or rather, can you struggle more?"

but the tears are causing her eyes to blur
couldn't find the finish line ahead.

once again, the book caught up to her lies
but this time,
it was another chapter
she knew she will be happy, killing herself.