Today is going to be a really hard day for me
The world is no longer a place I would like to be
I don’t know how much more of this feeling I can withstand
For the only time I feel at peace is when I am holding you hand
But I cannot hold it all the time, I cannot hold it every day
So what can I do to ease this pain during the times you are away
I swear I’ve tried it all, I’ve done everything I could
If I could stop with these thoughts you best believe me I would
But it’s getting tougher and tougher and louder and louder
Watching the light the fade away as the darkness overpowers
I want to give up for I can no longer see the light
But there is this small flame inside me that wants me to fight
Will it be enough, I guess we’ll see
All I know is I’m not myself and these thoughts are not me

Just Ty-