do you ever feel so lost? not lost in a way where can't find your way home but lost in way where nothing seems to make sense no matter how hard you try something goes amiss wanting to talk to, see and just be close to that one person without feeling like you are completely annoying them they say they want to see you too but never make the effort talking for two months and you've only hung out once but that one hang out made all the difference englufing you in what you ultimately tried to avoid after failed attempts you fall into like with him he captivates you every message glowing on the screen making you fall harder thats when you know you've gotta get out while you still can.
when you like someone but the feeling itself scares you more than anything...