I wish I knew what was wrong with me I wish that I could handle my emotions more responsibly I wish you could understand what goes on in my head I wish I could take back all that I said I wish the world could see how much I try I wish I knew how to be the good guy I wish all this pain would just stop and go away I wish I knew if I would make it another day I wish that writing all this actually mattered I wish I didn't relate so much to the mad hatter