The weird timing of days
It's squeezing me, out of breath
And I can feel smothered air
First you gave me that blow
Blow of life between my legs
But now something simply does not work

And I see things in a different light
My eyes - are darkened, can't be right
But all the little city lights of my day
You lighted up, the honor is yours

There's something that's just quite not well
Wish I could get easily away - but I do
And I try to get away by other's bodies
Other's thoughts and touches
But I am missing myself

The weird timing of days
It's breaking me down - how does that make you feel?
There is a presence - it's not me
But I want to puke at the sight of her
I feel as never - low as I hadn't ever
Worried because i never understood
The weird hours of love

Why did you take me high
To fall so much
Why did you make me high
To taste hell back
No I am not sorry
I won't ever be