Hi Hello Ju,
Before I start to ramble on I want you to know that I admire your strong-willed persona as to what you've been through and your beautiful mind. I know life is nowhere near perfect and it feels like a drag at times to keep moving forward with such little to no motivation. But I know you have the strength to defeat the voices that wanders in your mind telling you you won't make it. You have made it this far, imagine the greater distance you will go to, to get to where you want to be. You have probably ran more than an olympic athlete has ever ran in their lifetime, so you deserve a first place medal to remind you of your strength to keep on living. I know you will walk through the valleys with a silver platter and a beautiful moonrise to show you the life that you deserve. Enjoy the little moments of joy and say, "hi hello" to them and embrace it with all your might. These little things have come your way to show you that even in a cruel world, you are deserving to smile and have your moments of happiness. You are capable of love, of happiness and far more better things in this world.