Oh great. My yearly anxiety over my birthday being **** and lonely has started and I still have 10 more days to go to find out what happens. Not to mention turning 23 has unearthed anxiety over time and life and happiness and how I don't know what to do. I feel like I just turned 21. That's how uneventful and lame my life has been over the past 2 years. Basically just a lot of wasted time. Fuckkkk