In a waking nightmare how do you dream? How can i make it easier to breathe? In a life full of hate, how can i change the pace? I just wanted to try to live a good life, and not get erased. So how do i stop the never-ending doubt? I'm stuck in this abyss and no one can hear me shout. Getting dragged down further as the days go by. Seldom friendly faces with pretty little lies. How do i rebuild and find some purpose? Somehow none of this ever feels worth it. I just want to find happiness. I just want it to last. But it seems my mind is stuck in the past. I don't know where to turn, all that's left is an empty glass. So i'll try to pick myself up just one more time. As i try to fix all of this and not get pulled under the tide.