“i don’t know if i can do it anymore” said with a hollow heart from the mouth of a worn down saint “i feel so tired” it dropped from her lips like paint from a canvas “it gets so lonely” she dragged her feet against the pavement “and every night is so cold” and she twisted her hair like she need please me “disappear is a word i’ve learned to love” her hands trembled from the breeze or maybe the lacks “and i think one day it will describe me” her eyes met mine and the only one crying was me