I wonder why it is everyone thinks I need to be controlled?

I thought I had a handle on this.
I did it on my own.

Some wild forces simply just are.

Running free is a dream.
There is always someone to disappoint.

But nobody loves this much.

Dancing to music in my head.
Spin around until I fall flat on my bed.

I touch your face softly hoping you can see the strength in my eyes.

Holding back forces stronger then you.
Embracing those who have given up.

I feel pain for all not just you so please open your eyes

Never hurt a soul from viscous intent.
Trying daily to quench my thirst before the next challenge.

Why can't you see my world as I do?