Message one: You're captivating, being in your embrace causes my heart to speed up and for my stomach to fill with butterflies, I don't think you would want me... though maybe there's a chance Erases
Message two: Hey I really wish you could be mine Erases
Message three: Hey, I really like you Erases
Message four: Hey Dear. (: Sends
I.. never figured I would develop feelings for you,
Still... I wish to hold you,
Like... It is hard to explain,
You ... are unlike any other I have wanted.
I'm skidish,
I didn't want to mess up our friendship,
but everyday...
I thought what if's and hows..
But... I didn't speak up
My mind said "No, you know what will happen"
Though my heart said "Yes! Oh, yes!"
I thought being rational and trying to push it away.. would work
And now you're their's,
Believe me Dear, When I say I'm happy for you.
I'm glad that they make you happy,
But inside, I'm wishing it was me.
This is what I wrote Saturday night... My thoughts are jumbled, I doubt you ever got a clear look... So here it is... These are my feelings, well somewhat. I wish for you not to run and hide, as I feared... I don't know if you will read this, i'm happy for you though... At least through all of this, I gained an amazing friend.