you've never told me how you felt in any form of honesty when i asked was for you to honestly explain yourself after it all happened but you'd just left me in ignorance. so, i sat down and worked it all out and i came up with a few things that i'm beginning i actually know about what it is you really want and how to get it all for you. there's some things i have to ask of you before i can start fulfilling your wishes before they've filled you with hope of the empty desires we've discussed that you've been complaining about in your own sublime ways; and, subliminally, have changed my thought pattern.