It has been a long day lugging water, gas and fire-wood up to the cabin I hope it is the last time having to do this. We are moving into a roomy flat in Cascais it has a panoramic view over the bay, the sea yes, it was my first love even though I'm loath to admit it, but I will miss the trees and the greenery of the woods, but what the hell my almond tree will look after itself. There is a lunch café on the first floor they also bring food up if I feel tired of being polite. What I will see now is the shifting stir of the ocean and much time will be spent watching the bygone. I know I will cry when leaving I was content here although the local doctor from Moldavia thinks I behave drunken Yeltsin, she has a good heart, wishes I could say the same about her receptionist, we had an argument and now I have to go to a private doctor for my medicine. I have an old seagull on the roof can't leave it alone to catch it will be painful it will bite me, but when it sees the ocean, it will be grateful to me.