it is raining today.
it will rain tomorrow
and every day after that until may.
my heart matches my clothes…
soggy and gross.
empty and numb
coffee can only make you feel
a little less alone.

bricks and stones
books and photos
i am chilled to the bone.
with a beanie and scarf wrapped up close.  
i walk to a fork in the road,
two directions i could go
but either way i know i will be torn.
**** carpet won’t make feet feel all that warm.  

i and you.
i/you.
i.

….

coffee can only make you feel
a little less alone.