I can’t feel
I can’t remember the last real feeling I had
The last time I thought to myself
“Wow, this is a very real emotion I am experiencing”
No
I don’t know what my last feeling was
Wether it was joy or sadness
Terror or disgust
Anger or lust
I can’t remember any emotion I have had recently
It’s all very... dull
Everything is black and white
I have yet to find color in anything as of late
Even the brightest of neon is easily dismissed by my retinas
It’s almost worrisome
At least
It would be if I were in the least bit concerned
No
In fact, I’ve come to terms with it
I let the numb settle in and it keeps me safe, hidden from any and all emotion