If I crashed this car right now who would miss me
Everyone says that they love me but then they diss me
I know i am not perfect I know I make mistakes
But I guess the voices in my head are the only ones whom can relate
Friends and family say “I’ll be there no matter what”
It’s only conditional they will always find a but
Because If they wanted to stay then they would see the good
Guess I really am ******* up and not just misunderstood
I do everything I can to lock my demons in
But some days I’m not strong enough so I give up and let them win
So to the next person who tries to comes into my life
Whether it’s family, a friend, or a impossible future wife
Don’t ever promise you’ll stay
because I know it’s just a lie
Because eventually you will leave and I’ll already know why.
Because Eventually I’ll mess it up for i always do wrong
that’s how I know you’ll never stay to dance to this song

Just Ty-