The day he left for Rome I cried I wouldn't see him for 35 long days To get some air I went outside The fresh mowed grass reminded me of his beard The sunset reminded me of his hair Tears fell of my face when mum asked are you alright I watched movies on youtube late into the night
1. Today I slept a lot I felt mad when I woke up and saw that he'd texted me while I was asleep And sad I think his perfume is making me sneeze He gave me his jumper to cuddle while he's away
2. Today I worked Had plenty to do but it still felt weird He texted at lunchtime Said he missed me and loved me I love him too I think he might be the closest thing to perfection I want to live with him forever Tonight I worked Had one too many assignments to do
3. Today I worked for 5 hours straight on my new business My man texted me when he woke up and sent me a picture Das my man We texted for a bit I think he's missing me as much as I miss him He still wants to know what's going on Procrastination tbh I still have the oral presentation to write And the slideshow Uni ***** Never do it Find yourself a man that will love you without a degree Trust me Sheesh I love him so much Sposiamoci
4. Welp, day four and we fought FML So after crying a lot and questioning everything I slept **** uni **** assignments **** life *** does he think he's doing Saying that he loves me Then hating on me What's a good enough answer To being told your life is going to be **** And you wont get what you want *** is the point of anything If i dont get what I want Call me selfish if you like. idgaf Maybe I shouldn't be with anyone ****** if I do and ****** if i don't: -Tell him what they say -Ask for what I want -Keep trying
Day 5 If anything or anyone is making my coat-tails flap I think everyone knows who and what that is We took a 'family' trip Saw dolphins And a blow hole Things are so different now I'm not in charge of anything I'm not expected to be helpful I suspect I 'should feel bad' But it's less stress on me and that's great I wanted to get a photo with grandma Prolly be the last time I do anything with her But no time seemed right I forced myself to have a zest for life Spent time with everyone And really, it was beautiful The way the sun sparkled off the waves I hardly thought about what it would be like To throw myself in And sink
Day 6 Today was a day High but low Very animated Singing, laughing, running, working hard and fast Getting a lot done But teetering on the brink Having to savagely tear myself back After the email from mum She got the job!! I'm glad (But no, it's not what I'll be ever doing) And scared Life's just rushing along like a torrent around me I dont matter Nothing I do really matters It's good But what if I get left behind With nowhere to go What if I drown Alone While everyone else is Head long Full pelt Going places Young men in a hurry But good things did happen Felt like they did at least Come to think of it... The best thing was that Ross and Rocky saw me and said hello It's ages since someone said hello to me It's even longer since someone said hello to me that I didnt want to punch in the face So yeah Boyfriendless Fridays ****
Day 7 Today I slept in really late I'm feeling good Recorded my oral presentation It's 12 minutes when I read slowly So I've cut some words I'm a ******* Gosh I'm grateful for people that help me This assignment *****