for the first time in my life chocolate has never tasted so dull I wanted u bad too all I kept thinking about was u and me... foolish I shouldn’t even feel like this but I do all I want was for him to say I see you all of this inconsistency is leaving me confused Im ****** I should have never told u my secret the thought alone is leaving me feeling mentally abused. I was dating other people too but I lost interest that very day in January when I sent that text to you . 4 to 6 and 8 hr conversations and untamed dreams... I thought of making love to u over a thousand ways.... always ending with me on top.... man swear I almost cried today for a man who wouldn’t even give me a kiss on lips as soft as this I hope to hear from him again but if not...