You wore a black, soft North Face jacket and now everyone who wears one is you. And anyone who wears any flannel. Or perhaps has long, dark brown hair. Ripped jeans. Grey tank top. *****, worn combat boots. They are a heart attack and a heartache. They're a shot of adrenaline and a longing sadness. A spit in the face and an encouraging nod. And of course I can not get away because they surround me. You surround me. Yet you're not here. So all their faces blur into the back of my mind to create a sewn up, ratty, old you.