You are ******* I was there in a pale blue Doodling It was there that you told me I should be storyboarding.
I drew on my face I drew on yours too You did a photoshoot of me in the tub on your camera phone We were the nymph queen and king You said.
I watched us glimmer like shadows Into the wood Your dog, now since passed Running, leaping I put my elbows on our little balconies edge We ate pumpkin cornflakes Pumpkin pop tarts Drove around in someone else's car Our first vacation.
My hair was several colors then Actually, no Just purple I got it braided real nice I remember the snap shots you took You were always taking pictures of me taking pictures.
I've had many a lover And I still quietly choke up Over the way that you harmed me in the end And drove yourself so far into the ground Away from everything I was Everything we were.
You used to send me links to nice apartments We'd fantasize Talk about a babies room I wanted so much.
Maybe too much for you at the time I know now it was just never going to be me.
I wonder if you are happy I remind myself between little swallows That we are coming up on the time That my parents split And I packed my bags Left you cold You deserved it.
A trickle of trees I ran into the wood crying We took molly Smoked **** Drank wine I exposed my heart to you And still A year later I'm recovering From being your doll