i look at the pain in my heart the ache for love i feel like giving up cause im all alone no one understands this pain watching your mama die drugs that took her life i wont give up i wont give in i wont let the bad win i will try harder ill learn to forgive this ache will get stronger the times will become harder but i wont give in i wont let the pain win i wont cut my wrist i wont break my skin i wont see blood beacuse im a survior