I’m sorry I didn’t put your first. Please understand I can’t control this thirst, I push instead of pull so I can disperse the
worst that I have inside me

I tried, I really did. A constant battle of my emotions, unable to feel devotion. What is it you say? - ‘please be kind’. Well I wish I could rewind and erase your mind of all the bad I have done; leaving you able to love freely.